Thursday, November 6, 2014

dear baby. post 19.

august 23, 2013
dear baby,
yesterday was my 25th birthday. it seems weird that i am that old. i guess i always see myself as being younger than i actually am but now that i’m 25 with a baby on the way, maybe i’ll feel more my real age. my birthday was a great day. your dad had to go to boise in the afternoon to finish off the tour with the band, but the night before he threw me a surprise birthday party with all of our closest friends. it was so much fun to hang out with everyone and i felt so loved. on my actual birthday i took myself shopping with hannah and had a great time hanging out and having some much needed girl time. i missed your dad and wished he could have been there but i know he would have been there if he didn’t have other obligations.
your little friend, kate nicole zimmerman, was born today. i am so happy for colby and dani but i was also feeling a little jealous that they get to spend time with their little one already. i want to be spending time with you! but i know that the next three months are going to fly by and you will be here before i know it.
my little belly bump is getting bigger and bigger and i am pretty sure most people can tell just by looking at me that i am pregnant and not just gaining some extra weight in the middle. your dad thinks it’s funny how proud i am of my little bump. but i really am proud. i am proud to be pregnant, and to be a mom! it’s an exciting time.
your kicks are getting stronger and stronger and i take that as a sign that you are starting to chunk up and grow a lot. i hope you have enough room in there! you are going to get so big over the next few months! it is so crazy to feel and see your growth. i love it. i think i will miss being pregnant but of course, i will be beyond thrilled to have you and to hold you and kiss you and love you!
your dad and i love you so much!
just over 13 weeks til we meet! see you soon.
love,
mama.

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